Also

I've been meaning to upload pictures from the midnight premiere and the Michelle Obama speech (which was over a month ago) so I finally just made a new photobucket to upload them to. Flickr sucks unless you have a pro account and I'll actually use this photobucket to show pictures.

http://photobucket.com/wefightfordiamonds

Album titles are on the left.

Nine times.
Lindsey and I are now getting ridiculous during the movie after seeing it so much. We laughed so incredible hard and loud during pivotal moments. It was just amazing.

And I have a new addition to my bed:

My Edward pillowcase.

I also bought a sweet Twi shirt at work Friday. Call me what you will.

We'll always love you, but that's not the point.

I've always been more than a bit off kilter. I never fit into a certain group throughout school and I have far more acquaintances than friends. I fall in love with CD's and books easier than I fall in love with people. I have standards that should be part of some fairytale or Disney movie. I'm too shy and tongue-tied around boys I'm interested in. I laugh at intimacy and have made myself stay far away from it. I'm so dreadfully awkward at times. I get far too lost in plots and characters that I begin to let them take over my reality. I keep myself awake at night, pondering the impossible. I neglect homework so I can blog out too much information.

I guess the point is this...
I want to stop competing for some membership to a group. I want to accept and embrace myself with only my consent. I want to feel alright for staying in on a Saturday night. I just want to feel alright.

-I'm now at 8 times
-Everyone is getting fucking pregnant
-wrap that shit up, PLZ
-My hair is getting hella long <3

I was going to type out this long thing and analyze some bullshit and then my friend from work sent me a link to the Twilight movie where you can watch it online.
I love piracy.

And life.
And Edward.
And I've lost it.

Going for time 6 today.
And counting out change in order to do so without using my card.

Don't judge me.

GET SKYPE!
LET'S CHAT!
JUST DON'T ASK FOR NUDES!

My weekend

has been defined by a movie.
I have become more obsessed with this than I could have dreamed of and I am starting to believe that I am going crazy.

With that said... Lindsey and I went and saw the movie two more times tonight. We snuck into the second movie again, naturally, and loved it more and more each time.

I have more to say, but I am beyond sleepy.
<3

Exhausted

Thursday at around 5, Lindsey came over. We got some car paint, decorated my car in the mall parking lot, and then went to Walmart for two apples.
At 7:30, Lindsey, Taryn, and I left for Destin.
By 8 we were at the theatre where we were told that they would not start lining people up for the movie until around 10:30. After sitting on a bench for 10 minutes after hearing that news, we saw a group get let into the theatre so we decided to try again. The ticket guy inside the theatre told us basically the same thing, so we ended up sitting inside UNTIL we noticed three people waiting in line outside of the auditorium we were assigned to.
Basically-
We sat down in line right after that, was in line until 10:35 ish when they finally let us in
-got the best fucking seats
-took crazy pictures
-fought with some team jacob girl
-made fun of drunk stuttering girls

And then the previews started... with fucking Half Blood Prince where I spent the duration of the preview with one hand on my heart and the other tightly on my mouth as I teared up. THEN, after 3 more previews, we get ANOTHER HP one. Heaven.
Then the fucking.movie.starts and Lindsey and I are near vomiting and/or hyperventilating at this point.
I taped the cafeteria scene. The audience went fucking nuts the second the figures walked by in the background. And then there was Edward. Edward.
I need to find a way to get the video back online because after being up on Youtube for 25 minutes today and receiving 201 views, it was deleted. Some bullshit about that being illegal.

I enjoyed the movie. They left out one of my favorite parts and many amazing conversations AND we were left with a shitty "meadow" scene, but other than that (and the overacting, bad writing, and cheesiness) I really did like it. To come to this conclusion, I had to eventually drop my expectations and go with the flow of it.

Friday night (last night), Lindsey and I went to the 8:00 showing and THEN I had this brilliant idea to sneak into the 10:30 showing.
So we've officially seen it 3 times on opening day and spent about 11 hours in a movie theatre within 24 hours.
It's been an amazing day.

Now I sleeeeeep.

Pictures sometime soon.

My room smells like apples. I should probably take my trash out.

OH MY GOD.
MIDNIGHT SHOWING.
OH GOD.
DAZZLING.
I'LL WRITE ON THIS LATER.

I extremely enjoy

sleeping at the wrong end of the bed and waking up disoriented.
It makes me feel like I'm sleeping in a new, foreign bed.
That end is colder, my pillows are fluffier when placed there, and my cell phone stays put.


Note to self: PLUCK EYEBROWS.

This man has been getting me hot with his music for two years now.

December 4th better happen.

In about 21 hours, we will be arriving at the theatre to endure a 4 hour wait in line for the movie.
STOKED.
STOKED.
STOKED.

Lindsey and I are meeting tomorrow before we leave to put together our "outfits."

My lips are hurtinggg.
And does anyone use Skype?
I downloaded it and have no one to test it out on!

Another in the Things I Extremely Enjoy Doing series

Dishes.
I loathed doing them for so so long until we got a CD player installed above the sink.
That + being home alone = one of my favorite things.
I get to dance and sing and attempt to hit notes that I will never reach and not be embarrassed when I fail. Instead, I usually burst out in giggles.
Today I did the dishes while listening to Adele.

And I put on a hell of a show, by the way.

I extremely enjoy taking off my clothing after getting home from work, or wherever I may have been.
I've been home for two hours and I'm still in the outfit I wore to work and I am so excited to take it off.


I'm sure this isn't that odd.

Maybe I should retire from blogging.



Currently Listening to: The Teenagers

Damn.
This song.

Also

yesterday marked 2 months.

Madelineeee

Sometimes I write ridiculous entries (like the last one) when I should really just update this thing when I'm in a good mood so I don't seem like some bi-polar weirdo.
EITHER WAY, I got my car Wednesday afternoon before work and Thursday, my dad and I went and switched my tag and made me legal to drive it. SO I HAVE A NEW CAR AND IT'S WONDERFUL AND THE SPEAKERS ARE AMAZING, SO I DRIVE AROUND WITH RAP BLASTING A LOT.
And today, it will take its first road trip. My sister and I are going to Seaside today to go to the record store and see an acoustic show by a local artist that we really enjoy.

But here's my car, Madeline:

My sister left that on my driver's seat <3

And I did add one sticker: a Decemberists one, naturally.

I have no idea when I'll write a full entry in here again.
I feel like all I have to offer this blog are bulleted lists and jumpy thoughts.
Things are difficult right now and I'm scared that the stress will leave me going gray at 20 years old.

But I'd rather not talk about it.

OH YES. OH YES. OH YES.

Movie: Twilight
2 hrs.
(PG-13), for some violence and a scene of sensuality
Showtime & Date: 11:59pm, the evening of Thu, Nov. 20th
Theater: Rave Motion Pictures Destin Commons 14
4000 Legendary Drive
Destin, FL 32541
(850) 650-4579
Tickets: 2 ADULT ● 1 CHILD
Total: $30.25 USD


And yes, I got my sister a child ticket even though she is 14 and considered old enough for an adult. WE SAVED 2 DOLLARS, OKAY!?

Hey hey, Valerie Plame

There are so many things that I was going to blog about this weekend and I just haven't felt like being trapped in front of this thing for that long.
So, I'll begin with today and the use of BULLETS! Okay, just dashes.

-I worked 12-4
-Sharon came and got me at around 4:45
-Walmart for cupcake stuff
-Then we went to her BF'S house where we made dinner, amazing cupcakes, and watched Prisoner of Azkaban <333 LUPINNNNNNNN GETS ME SO... moist.
-I got home about 20 minutes ago
-It is deliciously cold outside and my jaw hurts from chattering uncontrollably

AND AND AND. While I was at work, my dad went and met a woman selling a car. AND GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT!!! IT'S MINE. I HAVE A CAR AGAIN. WELL, I WON'T ACTUALLY HAVE IT UNTIL MAYBE TUESDAY OR WEDNESDAY, BUT IT'S MINE. My sister said it was PERFECT for me and my dad loved it. I hate that I wasn't there to see it in person and it's white (I hate white cars) but I don't even care. I trust their judgement and I cannnnooootttt waaaaiiiittt!!!

Seaside this weekend (hopefully in my new car <3)

Shit. I was going to say something else...

European expansion and African literature.

MY HUMANITIES SUMMARIES ARE DONE, PRINTED OUT, AND STAPLED VERY NICELY ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DESK.
I CAN FINALLY BLOG AGAIN...

LATER ON TODAY...

FOR NOW I WRITE DOWN MY TEST NOTES AND SLEEP LIKE A BB.

I THINK I'LL TYPE ALL OF MY POSTS IN CAPS LOCK NOW.

MY HANDS ARE FREEZING.

FLORIDA WENT FUCKING BLUE!

I am at a complete loss for words.

My puffy, red eyes and runny nose say enough.

It has been a hell of a night.

I am so proud of my country.

And I'm being a huge cry baby. I'll blog when I can focus.

I get to vote in a little over twelve hours.
Words cannot even begin to describe how fucking excited I am. Not just because of the recent polls, but because this is such a monumental moment in my life. And this is the absolute best election to have as my first.

And I have just about finished my fucking summaries for Humanities. AND THEY'RE DUE THURSDAY! I DIDN'T WAIT UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE. I.AM.AMAZING.


Later on this week I'll tell the story of saying bye to my car for the last time.

VOTE!

Flickr, you have failed again.

AGAIN.
I just uploaded the pictures from the show last week and I was informed that I have reached the limit of pictures that will be shown to the public. Apparently, every picture after the 200th one doesn't show until you delete other photos.
BUT WAIT. This can be fixed if you just pay $25 for a pro account.

Fuck you.


http://flickr.com/photos/28526810@N04/

Hay November hay

Don't you wish your girlfriend was hot like me?

My Halloween night:

-My sister called for me to pick her up at the same time my parents headed off to a party, so I got her, swung by the house to put on my butterfly wings and then we blundered around fucking Walmart.

-Then we hit up Books a Million where I picked up the new Spin and spent a few minutes glancing over the vampire table they have set up.

-Starbucks! Grande white chocolate mocha iced latte with soy. Fucking amazing.

-And then I demonstrated the fact that I cannot pull off fake blood. I was grossed out the whole time and I am so thankful that it didn't smell like real blood, although my throat was burning the whole time as if it did. I kind of want to do it again, though, and get more into it.

BY THE WAY:

I fucking love this song and have always neglected posting it. There are several videos, but this one is the best version although the beginning of the song is cut off. You might hate it. I don't caaaaare.