No offense, but...

Since when does that negate the offensive words that follow it?

That last thing I want to do is discuss my... disgust toward a friend whom I really do (deep down) care for. But if they end up seeing it, what can I do other than come right out and say these things to their face?

The last thing you have done in these past two years is "grow up" and I'm almost embarrassed that you can sit there, straight faced and confess this to me. Speaking of embarrassment, I had to go back to all of my friend yesterday and apologize for anything rude that you may/did say to them. You criticized my job by saying that I needed a "real" one and you were a bitch to my boss who, FYI, gets all of the same benefits, etc as your bosses at Starbucks. You talked my friend's ear off as well as everyone that we came into contact with. You went on and on and on about your ring and how you shouldn't spend any money as you thumb through racks of clothes. I also heard your moving story about a dozen times. "I don't really get excited about shows anymore because I know that I can go and see anyone I want back at home." That's really great and I'm glad that you have that advantage. But you have always rubbed this fact in my face. I do not think that you heard a single word that I said to you that night. You are beyond consumed with yourself and "Where was God when I needed him?" and anything/anyone but you is completely out of the question.
You've never been the easiest person to tolerate and it all came rushing back to me Thursday night. The rude jabs you make (whether you know it or not), your 'holier than thou' attitude. NO OFFENSE, BUT... I can definitely see why you didn't come home to as many friends as you left behind.

And I apologize, but the last thing I am going to do is drag you along to a show that I've been planning to take my friend to for the past 4 months as part of her birthday present. It would not be "us" going together and that's exactly how you would make it. I would not put my friend, nor my sister through a night of what I had to put up with.


Currently Listening to: Broken Social Scene Presents: Kevin Drew